Brand New Book

Hey Y’all! It has been a few weeks/months since I wrote in here. For a while I thought I would bury this blog and stop but then I remembered that this is my own place to write my own feelings. A place where I set goals. A place where I just open up. I’m reading some of my blog posts and wonder where the fire I had went. Four months ago (Jan – August) I was at the gym 4 to 5 times a week. Last 4 months I have done jack shit. Why you ask? Well life got stressful and when life go stressful I went back to my stress eating. Pounding down Oreo’s, eating crap, not making myself lunch. I moved out, got a new job, and finishing my thesis. I thought maybe this would be good for me. In some ways it has and in some ways I have learned the hard way.

Lets Recap my life since Day 0 in February:

  1. Me and Melissa finally became more then friends. Rocky or not it happened. I have learned a lot from this relationship. A LOT!
  2. I ran a 5K and a 4 Miler
  3. At one point I drank 50 oz of water at the gym alone everyday. I know not the best way to get my water intake but I did it regardless.
  4. I lost 60 pounds.
  5. I gained back about 15.
  6. I realized enough was enough this past weekend.

Melissa always tells me I need to express my feelings because she says its part of what passion inside of me really is. Lately I’ve been just angry and depressed. I’ve realized I need to turn that anger and depression into power/fuel.

So lets set some new goals.

  1. Run 3 5K’s
  2. Run 1 10K
  3. 70 Minutes a day on the elliptical when it arrives. (Lets hope for Monday)
  4. Journal my life.
  5. Be a real team leader at bowling. (I have a 191 average and I’m truly amazed at the season I am having)
  6. Get pass the 300 mark….its the hump I feel down on last time.

I bought that plaque in this room for a reason. Don’t ever be afraid because there is nothing wrong with failing while giving everything you got.

Brand New Book

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1 Year ago. 58 days to go now.

I’m starting to grow up and its all starting to fall in place. To think I’d be where I am 1 year ago would have been called dreams for me. Now its reality. There is still things I need to work on but I will fix them all soon. One step at a time. Its back to why I started this blog. Today I start a new countdown to an important, an important day where I want to look my best. No more excuses. 58 Days to go. No more. Week 1 was stable but not perfect but I made it through. Now to keep following through.